Memories to be treasured for the rest of my life

Trying to cheer myself up by putting this photo up first. took this in

the place where grandma spent her last 3 weeks here.

The nice view she gets to see every morning :)

Once in a while when she sleeps we close the

curtain but when she is up we open it up

She came for my very last birthday.

My relationship with her was very formal. I don't hug her much which

I very much want to do so now. A regular hi and bye on the phone once

in a while. She sleeps with me when she is in KL because i cannot stand

the cold just like her. She would take this opportunity to give me money

as mum and dad wouldn't know. Her money is always folded. She gave

the last 20 bugs when she came back from hospital. I love her very much

and I know she loves me too. Its just that once something is gone forever

you can never turn back time and do what you had in mind for her. I

manage to kiss her forehead a few times hours prior to her leaving. I

hope she knows how much i loved her though things seems so formal between us.